Recently diagnosed, looking for help.

Hey guys & girls.
So I have just been diagnosed with BPD and it is easily the scariest thing I've ever had to deal with, in my whole life. I'm just looking for some guidance and maybe some reassurance about the whole situation as I can't make sense of it all at all. I mean, it completely makes sense and I've always known there's something different with me to everyone else I know, but I just can't come to terms with the fact that I have this personality disorder and that right now, I have no control over how I'm going to react. It's super scary so any advice would be greatly appreciated

Thanks a million
Xx

I hope you find what you are looking for. I am not diagnosed with it, but i have reason to believe i have it. You can find tons of information on here. And while i am not an authority on BPD, I will try to help you out if i can.

I knew I had it before I was diagnosed. Once I was diagnosed I felt a bit better about it so at least I had a reason for my erratic moods and strange ways I react.
If you need to talk, you can message me.