We feel alone because this stuff is internal. This whole cycle of anger is very self defeating. Very. WE experience everything almost like a projection.
And, as much I DO VERY MUCH RESPECT the Anti psychitatry folks, my disorder for me, is real and it is a very deep problem, and I need help. I DO STAND for patient rights, I do think a lot about Iatrocapitalism and Big Pharma, but I'm sorry--for me, this thing is REAL.
Last night, with my son, was proof.

Anyway, with the therapy and meds, youtube can also help. Try it.