How Do You Feel This Moment? *TW*

A little bit shocked! It was 51 degrees a couple of hours ago, now it's blowing snow and ice all over the place! Just a few more months until spring!

Confused and a little numb. They held me accountable for their anger. Again.
Wrong!
Turned into a non receptive robot and insisted we should just break up. Out of proportion and wrong!
I went out and when I come home they act like nothing happened.
What the hell, I thought they wanted to be alone, that's exactly what they announced. But it only took half an hour until they called and asked when am I coming home.

Just another manic.. Sunday.

like an asshole

I had the flu this week. I ended up only taking a day off work though. Which was the day I was in the emergency room until 5am being rehydrated and given nausea meds through an IV. I was lucky enough to have an IV in both my arms too. If I wasn't Diabetic I could have probably not gone in, but I was unable to take my insulin correctly because I couldn't keep any food down.

I also finally pretty much told the guy who's been telling me he's going to "hire me" for the last month that he better do it soon because otherwise, the spot is going to be taken very quickly. It's at "prime time", and I've been holding it out for him. I can't continue to do that though, so he better get back to me about hiring me or I'm going to start advertising my availability mid-day.
I also told another potential client that I required upfront payment about a week ago, and that if they weren't okay with that they could look elsewhere. They finally got back to me a couple days ago and will be giving me the keys tomorrow, and probably the money (or via e-transfer before Monday).

It's nice not needing clients to survive. These two would just be the icing on the cake, because my other ones do pay my bills as-is. I mean of course I want a lot of clients, but it's just good not feeling desperate for them. My boat is afloat with or without them.

Pretty under control right now and content

Like the words to papa roach - last resort... PS where has the 'you know you're borderline when' post gone? Was gunna post this there but it appears to have vanished

star dust wrote:Like the words to papa roach - last resort... PS where has the 'you know you're borderline when' post gone? Was gunna post this there but it appears to have vanished

this one star dust ?

borderline-personality/topic71078-1510.html

love last resort myself too actually

Echinacea wrote:

star dust wrote:Like the words to papa roach - last resort... PS where has the 'you know you're borderline when' post gone? Was gunna post this there but it appears to have vanished

this one star dust ?

borderline-personality/topic71078-1510.html

love last resort myself too actually

Ah there it is !
Thanks
And yeah, what a song! Was gunna post 'you know you're borderline when the words to last resort are a perfect description of your feelings'

star dust wrote:

Echinacea wrote:

star dust wrote:Like the words to papa roach - last resort... PS where has the 'you know you're borderline when' post gone? Was gunna post this there but it appears to have vanished

this one star dust ?

borderline-personality/topic71078-1510.html

love last resort myself too actually

Ah there it is !
Thanks
And yeah, what a song! Was gunna post 'you know you're borderline when the words to last resort are a perfect description of your feelings'

Your welcome
Sometimes its hard to sieve though the threads (even for me sometimes)

Annoyed. There's a new dog on the floor, and he's been howling and whining all morning... I'm not going to make a complaint just yet, but if he doesn't cut it out I'll have to. It's making the dogs I'm watching react, and we certainly don't need that.. I feel bad for the people next door and across from me, they have very young children who nap during the day. I'm sure they'll complain before I do though.