Thanks friends
I'm glad I'm not alone with this.
Its partly an obsession with the actor themselves, but partly the story. As of I get so caught up in the story that I get really down when its over. Season finales are tough for me.
But yes, i have had obsessions with male and female stars before, and hang onto them until the next one intrigues me.
Basically, I hate when things end.
And if anyone is still reading, I wonder if any of you experience this in social situations : say you're at a party or gathering, you feel comfortable with who so there after warming up for an hour or so, and then if a new person comes, you get upset or threatened .then you decide after a little while that young are OK with them, and then so on. I have issues with other women-I like to be the centre of attention, or know that someone in the room is interested in me. So god forbid a good looking girl joins the party...I feel angry. Its so childish.
I've noticed myself being a chameleon and changing into who I think a person will like. Sort of like mirroring. Part of my identity problem. I can be 20 different versions of myself. Not so extreme as to have different personalities though. Thankfully, it goes unnoticed
Xo