Zerosum wrote:Ugh. Eating has always been an issue for me. Sometimes I have to force myself to eat, and when I did eat it used to be any and everything frozen, pre-made, take-out; full of carbs, sodium, and fat because I had no desire to actually cook ( not to mention the idea of doing dishes after cooking seemed insurmountable). Since my diagnosis ( a month ago) I was put on Mirtazapine, and despite it being the only medication I've been prescribed so far that actually works, it also brings with it an insatiable appetite. When I first started the mirtazapine I would wake up in the middle of the night, stumble into the kitchen and literally eat dry cereal out of the box with my eyes half closed ( I'm sure anyone who's been on mirtazapine can relate). Lately however my eating patterns have changed. No caffeine (gave that up years ago. Horrible withdrawing from it), no alcohol though I've never been much of a drinker; even socially. Right now my fridge and cupboards are full of healthy foods: fresh fruit and vegetables, low fat cheese, tilapia, brown rice, tofu ( TRYING to eliminate meat from my diet again), organic flax seed powder in my yogurt......AND I always make sure to eat a few small handfuls of raw almonds throughout the day. NOW if I can just find some Almond Milk that won't cost me $7.00 for 1 litre of it!
I can relate so much to the mirtazapine comments - My appetite has always been pretty high after an ED in my teens - making up for lost time (except it went on for a decade!). But that medication was something else - I literally was constantly hungry and would eat until the point of sickness - it didn't matter that I was full or gaining weight at a rapid pace (I think I gained two stone in three months, and I was already heavy), I just couldn't stop eating. My boyfriend, who never commented about my weight or eating habits knowing my ED history, even felt compelled to call me out on my snacking.
I was put on trazadone and I went the opposite way - I had to force feed myself (I ate rubbish, but I would go a day/two days without eating and then gorge and cycle repeated) in order to not pass out. Ever since I stopped taking Trazadone in January, my approach to food has been so much more proactive - I only ever ate healthy food whilst on a "diet" and rarely craved it, but it was like a light switch popping in my head - suddenly I wanted tonnes of healthy, wholesome foods!
Almonds are brilliant for energy. It might be worth keeping a food diary, not for weight loss or anything, but for monitoring how you feel depending on meals. I did it for a while and was really interesting.
@littlearcher - thank you