inpatient. *TW*

Yeah so i walked onto the fields trying to kill myself with a knife. Came to my senses then walked into the emergency psychiatric station. I gave them the knife and now i am inpatient. Explained what happened to me...

now today i had ECG... and i see as diagnosis on the paper they gave me: "Suspected Borderline".

I got into the skills group which is basically about DBT.

Well not really happy right now, but what can i say.

Ah It's good that your hospital is offering you skills groups; inpatient, at least in my city, seems to be just medication test zones.

Can you make any friends there? They certainly make being in there more tolerable.

Hey Jan,
I'm glad that you were able to get yourself to the crisis unit! While being inpatient may not be fun, it's good to know that you're safe. I hope that you're able to learn some skills while you're there that you can apply when you're at home. I hope it's a positive visit. Keep us updated.

Ah It's good that your hospital is offering you skills groups; inpatient, at least in my city, seems to be just medication test zones.

I only get medications when feeling unwell. Got haloperidol once, and pipamperon a few times.

Had blood tests, urine tests, ECG, EEG... getting ADHD test and MRT next week.

Some think i might be bipolar, others think i might have BPD, others think i have ADHD... and some maybe only think i have depression.

I was wondering if everything was ok! I'm glad to hear that you're safe.
I really hope things work out in the best way that they can. Please stay safe, and hopefully we'll hear from you soon.

I am a bit happy right now. I averted sh by eating chocolate VERY VERY VERY slowly. I took 5-10 minutes for like 1 bar. And i also only ate 1 bar (don't want to get fat) I concentrated on the sense of tasting and sensing how it felt in my mouth and tasting and how it slowly melted in my mouth.

Something i took from my skills group. Awareness i think it is called. It really helps. It was good to come here.

I read through the skill-list like every second day.

That's great! You should be very proud of yourself! That takes a lot of strength.
I'm glad to hear that you're happy. That's a really good thing to hear.

Keep up the good work! You can do it

Thanks.

I am totally flooded still from the skills group. We did awareness today. I had to really apply myself. But i feel really really great. Oh my. My brain is totally in overdrive now. Whoah.

It feels so... good.

Keep up the good work!
You should be so proud of yourself.

Lol i was so tired after that i slept half an hour. Ok it is also ridiculously hot outside.