am i wrong to feel hurt?

my boyfriend did ecstasy for the first time 3 weeks ago and didnt even tell me until today. he didn't invite me along for the first time (i've done it before once, but his first time), the so-called love drug didn't even compel him to send me sms's or call me showering me with affection and adoration???
what the ###$.
i'm hoping i'm overreacting but really, it's becoming obvious that the problem is him, not JUST me... but i don't know if this is just me warping my reality and expecting too much?
i feel so weak and miserable right now. like, i had no idea who he was... and what does that make me?
help.

Hey there,

ive tried ecstacy a few times in fact about 18 months ago i couldnt get enough of it. I honestly cant remember any of the times ive felt like being with my partner at the time tho yes i was very lovey dovey towards people but not with him i wouldnt take it to heart sweets... and a bit of advice i dont suggest using ecstacy at all and especially not in large doses its a drug just like anything else and is usually cut with the harshest of stuff...its ur choice but just be careful