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Postby reflection » Mon Nov 05, 2012 6:11 pm

I missed the forum. For whatever reason life makes more sense to me here than it does outside of here. Scary thought. Anyway. My husband and I thought if I left I could "leave it" and "get past it". He wants me to be the girl he once thought I was. Doesn't quite work that way. But that's okay. I no longer need the rose colored glasses. And him/us. We are working on that. It's harder on him. Easier on me. None of it fair.

I went away for a week. Alone. Thought maybe I could find what I was looking for. I didn't but it was one of the most empowering things I have ever done. I absolutely loved it and a large part of me didn't want to come back. I felt FREE. Felt really good. The point of this is... For those who remember me... I ate at this restaurant and they sat me at a table that had PORCH SWINGS IN PLACE OF SEATS!! I had to wait over an hour and a half just to get a seat and here I am alone and they sit me at this large table with the porch swings. I WAS ECSTATIC!! I sat there with a cheesy ass grin swinging back and forth my entire meal!! And I know people were looking at me but you know what. I didn't give a $#%^!!

With that being said has anyone been watching the series Once Upon A Time. I am completely addicted. It reminds me of us. Here at the forum. Not just the Borderline but ALL of us.
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Re: Hi.

Postby MadMage » Mon Nov 05, 2012 7:01 pm

Swings? You must tell me more of this place.
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Re: Hi.

Postby wineaux » Mon Nov 05, 2012 8:47 pm

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Re: Hi.

Postby reflection » Mon Nov 05, 2012 8:54 pm

MadMage it's called Apple Barn and if you live in Georgia chances are you aren't TOO TOO far from it. Very much worth a weekend trip. Not all the tables have porch swings. So you would have to request one. You get apple fritters too with apple butter. Good stuff.
And they have an Apple Strawberry Wine which is Delicious.

Wine. HUGS!! :)
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Re: Hi.

Postby wineaux » Mon Nov 05, 2012 9:11 pm

MadMage wrote:Swings? You must tell me more of this place.

Image we LOVE swings!!!

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Re: Hi.

Postby Cheze2 » Mon Nov 05, 2012 10:30 pm

Glad to see you're back! That restaurant sounds amazing!
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Re: Hi.

Postby reflection » Tue Nov 06, 2012 3:42 am

Thanks for the welcome back Cheze. Happy to see your still here. Which just completely sounds wrong considering we are on a psych forum. Lol.

How are things on the relationship front for you.
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Re: Hi.

Postby Helle » Tue Nov 06, 2012 3:58 am

Once Upon A Time - love that show... Grimm is good too.

A resturant with swinging seats, I want to go!!
I need some meaning I can memorize,
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
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Re: Hi.

Postby reflection » Wed Nov 07, 2012 12:00 am

Helle wrote:Once Upon A Time - love that show


Who is your favorite character. I am enthralled with Rumpelstiltskin. I want him to have a happy ending.

Helle wrote:Grimm is good too.


Yeah. I have watched that too. :)
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Re: Hi.

Postby Helle » Thu Nov 08, 2012 1:30 am

reflection wrote:
Helle wrote:Once Upon A Time - love that show


Who is your favorite character. I am enthralled with Rumpelstiltskin. I want him to have a happy ending.

Helle wrote:Grimm is good too.


Yeah. I have watched that too. :)


Emma Swan is my favourite, I like her strong will! Rumpelstiltskin annoys me, he has Belle, but keeps f*cking it up lol.

Grimm is great :)
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