I got to my dental hygienist appointment b4 9:30 am.She was a nice person who over the course of the cleaning took the time to explain to me a bit about dental anatomy and changes to how I brush even giving me a free tongue scraper, something I've never seen before.It's always nice when ppl are like that for important health things but in my mind I'm like "Thank you very much miss `~`.But I dont want to be later for class" b/c I don't want to be like "one of them".

A person who goes to class,hardly attends,always comes in with some degree of lateness and is a drain of taxpayer money for the edu system and tries the teacher's patience.It happens a lot in high school,I saw a fair amount in high school,such ppl are a lot more absent in college but I dont want to be that kind of person.Part of me screams "NOO!! D:> .I'm NOT like you!.I'm NOT LIKE YOU D:< ! " when I come in soem d--- late.

Take my pop culture teacher for instance.Really likeable woman who's only working part time from what she's said.My appointment which I though was gonna be 30-40 minutes after starting at 9:40-ish ends at 11:05 x_x .I finish up paperwork,go walking for a while until desperation for a washroom makes me go into a hospital.With little *faith in a bus arriving I walk ahead to the nxt stop wondering how I don't know and doubt that there's buses from that stop that'll lead me directly to the college.I get a bus that goes downtown thinking how I might skip one class for once.When I ge tnear the trasnit my watch says 11:30 am.-_- Under 10 minutes from the escarpments edge to downtown core..d--- I should've taken my chances with a few bus hops to the college -_-.From the transit I take a typical bus to the front of the college where I catch the last ~35 minutes of my fun 1.5 hr class.I apologize to the teacher at the end and leave,go to the same front bus stop,almost took one straight back down but some in the line were left behind,I sit,see an old programming teacher I wanna avoid,get my a--- back in and here I am typing now.

*Ugh( d--- my lateness -_-

*Faith is something I don't really do.And I mean strictly the "regular" kind.It's always been a d--- hard thing for me to get when I was little whether the religious or non-religious kind.The former I have but is frequently given the cynical statements of my mind whilst the latter I still have almost no concept of inside me,nor really an understanding to back it up.