I can think good things.I can think bad things.Do I have faith in it?.I can believe good things.I can believe bad things.Do I have faith in it?.I can write good things.I can write bad things.Do I have faith?.I can say good things.I can say bad things.Do I have faith?. I can act on good things.I can act on bad things.Do I have faith?.I can do inaction now.I can do inaction later.Do I have faith?.

In moe crass terms I internally "act like a little b---h" when I get a bad mark and realize how I start projecting my dislike of failure onto myself and God^1 b/c not only a I not used to nearly failing,don't want to fail in classes I actually like but am not used to finding a way to shrug off failure.

Behind me is my mom watching "The informant" dubbed in Spanish.The way Matt Damon's bipolar character is used a spying tool for the FBI makes me think about I may find myself in such scenerios if I were to ever be career "successful" or whatever the f---k that having a hefty revenue streaming to you with total neglect for what you do and ethics of it is when your keeping "face" to ppl who are in prized positions according to the social clock .

The corporate conspiring in the movie reminds me of the little bits of "Michael Clayton" that I've seen,way back.

^1 This I'll admit adding a part to my occasional bouts of misotheism `_`