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| Author: | whybother [ Fri Aug 03, 2012 9:17 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | never edumikated properly |
I shoulda learnt by now. Really I shoulda learnt But I can't help wondering why am I not worth the trouble? And why haven't I learnt not to try? Stupidity really not to have learnt. I'm not worth the trouble. After all if mother dearest can see the bruises she was inflicting upon me, I can honestly suspect others could too. But they chose not to trouble themselves with seeing it didn't happen twice. Instead they ask what's wrong with you ? Even today they ask what's wrong with you ? And I flash back to the first time she thrashed me. Perhaps mentally seeing the bruises she inflicted develop, for asking for help learning the alphabet, And yet I keep asking for help. Why? It's insanity! I shoulda learnt! Really I shoulda learnt. Particularly as I can go without human interaction. Why do I keep seeking assistance ? After all I'm not worth the trouble ! Never have been...... |
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