because I can't stop playing the piano. Cats are spies. Good God gracious greatness inflation deflation the brady bunch hunch munch buffalo Catskills never eating no more then the than thin think thunk rink runk stunk skunk munk funk. funk funk funk funk FUNK FUNK FUNK FUNK Doublehead and the ravine. Get me to the ravine off to the sand pits I'm stuck at the shrine. turkey trot bonds. James knows. He's in Idaho and I came as a rat but no flat. rent spent pent pence imprisonment chaos resign resign realign the spine of the ridge because nothings in the fridge not even a smidge. meaning is mmeaningless if there's not sleds in the drug induced labor markets. I can't see where is the beer why dont you come near fear here hear here hear the princess is dying and youre next no ones first and a wild dog ate my own there are no mice only sufice. more tempo
thum thumb thumps the deer jumped over the supernova and burned when the radio stopped. The blood comes out of the sink while the think stops the wink. Bar har har
the whales will skin you alive before the cops can stop and the ambulance comes but before they close the message the roads will tell you creation is a lie but destruction doesn't make the bread either. He can't stop I can't stop you can't stop we got big paws and driving the riving raves ravens kill the hawks screaching fighting stiches coyotes stiches bitches finches the world needs to know there is meaning just open your eyes and go to Georgia peaches are mountains are Mitchell and hospitals but ECT isn't an option just insatiable. eons and peons and clingons and ringons the diamond is worthless buy lead but follow because sometimes your dreams are nightmares and your nightmares are actually stalions which make more beer murder is free but guilt mess I'm broke. British ###$ and spanish trucks never mind the cat there's never a preview to the next shooting I cant even tell if there aren't any more lemons the hair mess blood dimension universe differentiate the curve there are no modes my mean is seven but z is more than 3.



I know. You know. He she it knows. They know. We know.
NOTHING
NUTS squirrel crap scare green run integrate divide conquer submiss remiss remorse divorce demean felon melon canteloupe will extinct. What's in a verb but a dandelion we destroy and import the weak. Lions lying and crying but their roars snores the boars to bore oh crap wheres the map fap nap tap. its natural don't sob rob. I dont' need you to tell me call wall mall small shrall claws paws pause. He growls and howls yet yellow jackets are a hacket meet by the highway the woods will flood but sleep is meak.

Stream of conscious. Confusions tell me that drunk drivers will get blamed for the overturning of the century on mass graves of litterers and they're all the same because books aren't even real just like God and LLCs. Cs are for nothing. I'm sick of eating fish and dying every night only to be rebirthed as another animal. My sack of organs are no more or less valuable than a mosquitos, so why is murder illegal? Nothing matters except vibrations. It doesn't exist. They're trying to hurt you for money, but call it help. This is called "the mental health system." Go to sleep and never wake up. Backpacks should always be green and bulletproof. Ive seen live people in body bags, nothing new. It's phantasmagorical. Why is that dude with sunglasses staring at me? Now he's staring at you. ###$ pussy. It's sickening. Dead people should die so we can build more houses. Make cents not sense. I have a pet bat for self defense. Luxury tax on thought. I will conquer, and be conquered.

I know I just went a month saying meds suck, chemical restraints, suffering, yada yada yada...
well, I'm over that now! Meds are great! I'm even taking meds that I didn't know I have now and haven't been prescribed in over a year!
Let's take 2 trazodones, 4 gabapentins, 5 clozapines, 2 lithiums, and a few effexors!!
I'm slightly f'ed up right now. I want more, but I will restrict myself for tonight. I went on a streak like this march 2014 and super overdosed on quentiapine and DXM (way worse than what I did today) and was in the hospital a while.
And all this stuff was supposedly hidden by family members, but if I accidentally find it looking for a pair of socks they didn't put much effort in trying to keep me safe from myself!
I am both calm and raging right now. Off to a deep sleep I suppose.

SUMMER
Pros: can go outside naked, don't need snowshoes to get the mail, camping, thunderstorms
Cons: get burnt to a crisp, die of heat and can't sleep during humidity, f'n kids running around, mosquitos, ticks, poison ivy/sumac/oak, crowds EVERYWHERE, shaving for wearing shorts/t-shirt/bathing suit, the sun is always there and you wake up at like 4am with birds screaming at you and the sun in your face and it's impossible to get back to sleep
WINTER
Pros: skiing/snowshoeing, really fun driving on snow/ice, can always add an extra layer to warm up (but you can't rip your skin off in the summer!), holidays, hot chocolate, snow angels
Cons: pussies complaining about a little chill (it's only -25C!), animals are hibernating, probably should wear shoes when going out, accidents/car crashes, frost heaves

Just found out that we have blogs on this site. Cool.
People need to calm down when talking to me. You want to talk to me every day? I want to talk to you every other year. Let's settle for once or twice a year (and let's not just talk let's actually do something so we don't have to talk). There are other people that want to talk to me. I need variety. I will talk to person A on April 16th 2014, so I can't talk to you until November 30th 2014. Want to talk to me more? Kill your oponents. I'd like to see that. Maybe then I'll talk to you THREE times a year. Once will be hiking (but you better not talk the whole way, shut up and listen to the birds), another will be skiing (only if you already know because I'm not going to teach you), and the last will be determined the day of the get together.
I feel like the biggest loner. I oughta change my avatar to a wolf.