Thanks Cracked...

It is def something I am thinking about tho would need to have many talks with my therapist about it. But I must admit I did look up flight prices yesterday. Thank you.

Cracked

I think it is really strong of you to have given him the ultimatum and now to block him, thus removing him from your life. A person can't get better or move on unless they stop thinking too much about the past. I think you did the right thing.

I'm sorry to hear that not only are you sick but going through a rough time. Best of luck to you Alice!

Hope you can visit an perhaps some closure

Saint

Well, I gave him his chance, he said we couldn't possibly go back after all the damage, and I said then you leave me alone!

I purchased call blocking and SMS blocking apps for BlackBerry, blocked all his emails from mine and now he can't reach me by any of the usual means, and I'm hoping he doesn't find a way around them somehow...

As I said, I will do anything for Love, but nothing for those who don't love me back.

I really hope he can't break through my barriers- I'm not strong enough to keep doing this anymore. I need peace in my life and if he can't add to that peace- he needs to GO!!!!