Great a new toy, haha. Guess I could ramble on here when ever I think I can form actual sentences that make sense to people.
My body feels run down. My dog was sick all night so I was up late. Jay also had an issue with a friend of his. He was anxious all night. I could feel him hurting. I could almost see him. It felt dream like, and foggy. I tried to sleep but I had this funny feeling like someone was touching me. It gave me the chills and it took forever to realize I was only imagining it. It's giving me anxiety just thinking about it. It felt so real.
United States of Tara season (and seeming show) finally is tonight. Gawd I wish I had showtime. I'll have to wait until Artie downloads it. Probably tomorrow. Can't wait. That show is like my life on camera sometimes lol
MTV should make a "True Life I have D.I.D." I'm game. I'll go on that show. But my life is strange. 6 personalities and my husband is transexual. She's the love of my life. She showed me how to see someone for who they are. I just wonder who people see me as given the fact I'm not always here, sometimes its my alters. Does that make me less of a person to only live half the time? And I've always wondered what its like to be alone in your own mind. I think it would scare the hell out of me..for real..

Well ok... Seeing as this blog feature is new I just thought I'd try it out to see what it is like....

I don't really have anything more than that to say at the moment...

Soooooooooooooo, I am usually rubbish at writing blogs, start with such promise then give up, but I am going to give this one a real go. I always wonder who wants to read my stuff so maybe I will consider it an online observation of life. Things are pretty good today, except annoying lack of sleep that is bugging the hell out of me atm. Was meant to meet with my CPNs today but due to being tired cancelled that and rebooked - they are on the annoying side anyhow, so best not to see them when disinhibited by tiredness. Not quite sure what I have done to deserve 2 of them...

Been doing some looking up of my past today too, emailing the mission society my parents used to work for to find out more about where we lived. Hopefully it will help with the healing process.

Well that is it for now, ttyl

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