Hi there. I am sorry for the people I am going to offend by typing this, and I am sorry for ruining your day with this horrific story. I am a monster and I will gladly send you my address so you may all come with your pitchforks and stab me like the beast I am. Since I was born I have done nothing but love and praise all humans. It makes me sick knowing that there are evil people out there like me, and I have become the very monster I swore to protect all good people from. People really like me and always tell me I'm so sweet, but little do they know about my dark evil past. It makes me feel guilty to the point where I cant function. When I was 17, yes 17 , old enough to know right from wrong, after drinking a little that night (not to the point where I was drunk, but where I felt dazed), I touched my sister's leg, in her sleep, with my erect penis. She was 19 at the time. The next morning it hit me....WHAT THE ###$ DID I DO? I AM A SIBLING MOLESTOR. I tried to kill myself the following day. What the bloody ###$ have I done to that poor girl.God shoot me now, God ######6 shoot me now. What have I become. I am the monster I swore to kill. I am sorry to my lovey sister who was totally violated and dint deserve that. I am sorry to my parents who have loved me unconditionally and this is how I repay them . I am sorry to the people of the forum who I have bothered with this. How can I go on living a lie like this? I don't deserve love. I cant get these thoughts out my head. I just had to confess this somewhere. I was always meant to be a monster I guess. There are those who are just born evil.