I’m at a home in the mountains with snow on the ground. An ex is there (yuck), but I ignore them. My missing cat is there looking healthy & well too.

Strong feelings of regret & sadness with this dream. I’ve heard & believe the persons in dreams represent aspects of yourself. I want to get over my repulsion over seeing this ex in dreams so I can engage & learn.

I feel more emotional over my missing cat though. They’ve been missing a few years, so it’s not anything recent.

I’m struggling today. I feel mad at a family member. I cried a couple times. I felt a little bit better. I got out of the house for half the day doing my volunteer job & that helped me. I’m still mad at my family member. My family member isn’t officially diagnosed with any mental illness diagnosis like me. I feel like this information about them would help me to deal with them better, but that may be wishful thinking. I’m getting therapy for myself, I decided today. This problem is bigger than me. I’m not that optimistic about it. It’s work. What else am I doing though?

I’m in the parking lot of an employer. We’re all getting on a bus. The cat is there & gets on the bus & starts climbing on everyone.

My anxiety is high today. Just a lot of things going on. Literally everyone & their mother was out & about & so was I. I did what I wanted.

I’m with an ex. It’s unpleasant. Their family is there & also unpleasant. I leave. I’m lost. There are people in an apartment complex watching the solid ground bubble. An unknown man falls down stairs but is unharmed.

I rode my bike past the ex’s family’s house today out of curiosity. A foundation has been poured in the empty lot next door. Otherwise, nothing remarkable. I’m not in touch with them nor do I want to be. Nothing personal, I’m just not social.

Filling out online government tax forms.