The cosmic spider-god has spun a web within which the light, like an insect, is caught, until the alchemical process bursts the web. The web is none other than the consensus reality composed of the four elements of earth, water, fire and air, within which all creatures exist.

i guarantee you will feel better.

what is the difference between a spiritual emergency and bipolar disorder / schizophrenia
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2Zn9R2-0-k

today i realized that my small penis is a blessing, because in locker rooms other men can not help but feel better about their own today was a great day though. My spiritual awakening consisted of a lot of fear of death.fearing it would happen at any moment. maddening.. BUT this caused me frantically to change my life, urged me to do altruistic things and help those around me. it forced me to stop lying and being selfish. it forced me not to push my emotional states on others by blowing up and getting angry or bitching miserably about how sad and confused i was. im realizing now that im not going to die. well eventually. i may die in a few minutes. ok let me start over. I AM going to die. there is no denying that, but when i die (if i continue in the path im moving) i will be able to look at myself and be happy with how i impacted the world. it wont be this wrathful ghost of christmas future experience. i personally believe that when we die we are forced to look at ourselves in our entirety. a veil is dropped and light illuminates the dark and the light aspects inside of us. i think that no matter what you believe happens after death, it is a healthy thought experiment to ponder "what if i died today. what trace did i leave behind" those are the questions you ask yourself that really kick change into gear

I think evil might just be fear... i dont know though. im only a kid