K, So I'm obiously new here. But, I need a place to write so here it goes. I do not proof read my writing so if it's ###$ up. It's ###$ up.
This is a breif intro to myself:
Well, I'm a 24yo female who was molested at the age of 4 which wasn't a terrible experience. In fact, I enjoyed every minute of it! Well, the parts I remember of it aren't bad, anyway. I remember enjoying going fishing for candy in his mouth with my tongue and when I took my pants off for him and he told me he wanted to see what my coochi tastes like and how it gave me a wonderful feeling. I started masturbating daily, even multiple times a day with stuffed animals, blankets, even the arm of the couch. At 7 I meet this girl from school and we played together alot. One day she started masturbating in front of my using one of her stuffed animals and asked if I had ever done that. I said no because I was embarassed but she told me to do it too. So, I did and we masturbated together many times after that. We even touch each other at times. I don't remember having another physical encounter with someone else until the age of 11. But, from 7 to 11 I played with myself and talked to older guys on the internet and phone. At the age of 11 I contacted a local radio station and somehow ended up talking to the DJ regularly and the conversation turned sexual. It eventually escalated to him coming to my house while my mother was at work and performing oral sex on me and me rubbing my clit on his cock til he came. At the age of 13 I wass all over the internet and on phone chatlines calling guys to come over and have sex with me. I had sex with about 30 guys in a 6 month period of time and ended up getting pregnant. But, luckily knew who my baby daddy was. But, it didn't matter at that time because by the time I was 2mos pregnant I was with a much older guy (19) who was very controlling. I did everything for him and in return he ended up beating me. (I don't want to go into details about that, yet) So, after 3 years of him hurting me I left state to get away from him. I started hanging out with my new friends out here and having sex with basically every guy I met until I met a guy who was willing to be my boyfriend we had sex daily and were off and on for about 3 years. When he wasn't ######6 me I ###$ other guys. I got pregnant by him and we broke up. Met some other guys who wanted to be my boyfriend and ended up getting pregnant agian. So, I had 3 kids who I am currently in the process of getting back due to them being taken away because of my mental health issues. I now currently work from my mother's bedroom as a phone actress.
This is all I have time for tonight. But, will write some more tomorrow.