Hmm I've never been serious about blogging or keeping a journal before. Maybe this will be good for me though?
For those who don't know I'm the SO of a wonderful woman with DID. She's smart, beautiful, and funny.
She'll never know how much she really means to me.
I guess I'll keep track of some of the more memorable parts of a DID life here. Because this is my blog and not hers I'll try to limit the information about her.
The other day, my SO's host: Kitter confided she was very worried. One of her protectors, named Genesis, has a large cave in their headspace where she keeps memories and possible other things. I admit, I was at a true loss as to how to console Kitter. How do I tell her that it's okay, that we can deal with whatever is in that cave? I truly do believe that we can deal with those buried things, but saying so sounds rather hollow in my ears. Is there a right thing to say?
I talked to Genesis a little today before my SO went to work. I told her I like her to work with me in being a good partner to Kitter/Ellie/and C.
I don't question Genesis' abilities as a protector. She's probably the oldest alter in my SO's system and she's been doing a fine job. I truly hope she doesn't think I'm questioning her or trying to infringe on her territory. I just want to be better prepared. If she could give me a heads up on what's going on in their head, maybe I would have better answers?
Let me put it like this, I love my SO. Her concerns are my concerns. So even though I don't know what its like to have DID I still want to share the burden. Genesis has all the knowledge and all the answers. If she helps me maybe I can help them.
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