quietgirl2538's Blog

by **quietgirl2538** on Mon Feb 03, 2014 7:58 pm

Ok, been a really really long time since I last wrote on here. I was very ill, deep depression that led to being suicidal. Then slowly I got better. Finally I am at my best. Now I deal with extreme lonliness. Right at this moment it doesn't feel so bad. But evenings are bad.

by **quietgirl2538** on Tue Apr 16, 2013 1:16 pm

Today I don't want to post how I feel. I don't feel all that great. Being honest with yourself is crucial. Sometimes I think that with all the medicines I take I should be able to be well and it just isn't that easy. Something in my meds needs an increase. Going to call doc for that. Crossing my fingers we get this right for my sake.

by **quietgirl2538** on Mon Apr 08, 2013 1:49 am

Again, I await that pick me up feeling where I will feel somewhat normal again. Days and weeks have passed me by. Months it seems and I can't quite feel like my old self. I just want to be a little more than just functional. I don't feel sad or depressed but I can't quite get my "get up and go" feeling kicking in. Hopefully soon.

by **quietgirl2538** on Tue Mar 26, 2013 5:46 pm

The days truly are so beautiful! I am enjoying the beauty of nature. Coolness and just feeling good again. I am ready for the beach this Sunday with my family. Got 5 plush beach towels for all of us including my husband. I am totally psyched!

by **quietgirl2538** on Thu Mar 21, 2013 1:49 am

It's ok to get angry. I am sometimes so quiet I don't want to get angry. People who are so judgemental are just plain mean. I learned my lesson I will not involve those types of people into my life. But besides that I am doing much better. I was looking forward to going to the mall and getting the free gift with purchase on the Clinique makeup. That is always a good sign that I want a freebie! Thank you God for another day. I am feeling much better.

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