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by **quietgirl2538** on Wed Mar 20, 2013 10:42 am

I like to talk to others about my problems and get some sort of support or just a listening ear. But lately I feel like when I put my problems out there all I do is get judged. So I shut down again. I have a therapist and so I think I'm gonna wait until our sessions to get stuff off my chest. People are so mean even though they think they are kind.

by **quietgirl2538** on Wed Feb 27, 2013 2:14 am

I have been on my new med Latuda for 7 entire days. I stopped the Abilify as per doctor's orders and began on this new one. Now is day 2 of itching all over my body. I really hope this is not something having to do with the medicine. I tried another herbal one for lowering my blood sugar maybe it could be that one. I only took it like 2 days time. Anyhow this is awful. But hey, I still feel great!

by **quietgirl2538** on Tue Feb 26, 2013 3:54 pm

Listening to song by Cody Simpson and Flo Rida. My 12 year old introduces me to these songs. I am also a fan of 1 Direction. LOL! Well, it's been 1 entire week, 7 full days of the new medication Latuda alongside with the Prozac. I feel GREAT! I've not felt depressed the last couple of days at all. I feel so lightweight in mood. Kinda like my old self. I really don't know what that would feel like it's been years since I knew what that felt like. So I know I feel great. I sleep well. I am getting up early and not laying in bed not wanting to deal with life. Today I started the day off with cleaning up the kitchen and it is spotless! I found joy in that. By the way, cleaning the kitchen is a dreaded thing I must do. But not today I started cleaning and I feel so good in getting things accomplished. Can you believe it! I am "feeling" again!

by **quietgirl2538** on Sat Feb 23, 2013 12:16 pm

I can't quite tell if I'm feeling less sedated. I feel a little better. I've gotten so much accomplished and am considering working part-time to earn some extra money for the home. It would be 15 hours a week and off all holidays. How can you beat that. Other than it's labor in a public school cafeteria. Oh, who cares! I'll work if I need to. My weight is still bothering me but I can stop obsessing about it more. I am still putting up with this life, this hand I am dealt with. Today it doesn't seem so burdensome. I made a new recipe for guacamole and it is delicious! I could eat it all but my husband wants some too.

by **quietgirl2538** on Fri Feb 22, 2013 11:41 am

Today I felt like why do I need to put up with this? Life. Why! Why! Why! I started to get busy and tried to get the thoughts out of my head. It was not an easy thing to do. I want to turn to something to ease the wearisome thoughts. My addictions are: getting on the computer and spending. I'd love to have a day at the casino, that would feel so good! I don't drink. I have a terrible fear of what I would become when drunk. Too honest. Embarrass my kids. I can't do that. Overindulging in food has me enjoying sweets and that is dangerous. I had a really high blood sugar level that had me feeling miserable all day long. Today I'm feeling a little better but that is because I plan to exercise some and try to not gain more weight or at least not too much. Maybe that is the answer to finally feeling good.

Do I ever learn to keep my problems to myself

Itching

"Feeling" again!!!

Feeling better

Bad day

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