First day on Vyvanse prescription- 40mg capsules

Took about 2.5 hrs ago, feeling really buzzy and shaky. Vision is really sharp, typing and talking pretty fast, but overall feel good since I have been depressed and not wanting to get out of bed. I don't currently feel motivated to do anything, but I don't want to sleep either. I don't feel like showering, my mood is still low.

Job interview tomorrow, followed by my second appointment with a PMHNP. Great person, makes me feel like I can be okay. Having serious doubts about being able to change for a long time now.

Lost my boyfriend of multiple years to this treachery, will post again tomorrow.

Never blogged before, but can't trust my mom not to go through my stuff, this is the safest way.