I was just told by a couple of the peeps on here I am free to "vent anytime" here. I can't tell you how grateful I am. Thank you!!!!

I don't think I've ever done a blog in my life. I'm scared to do it. Scared that abusive people will figure out "who I am."

Whatever. If they are doing so, it means they are abusive indeed. If they are not, it means I'm paranoid.

Or both.