Wow, it's hard to believe how far I've come since first starting this blog. School ends in a weeks time, forever. 13 years of school and I'm going into the big world, but still education because university... I'm feeling more confident about getting the grades required, so that's a plus.
I think I've started to develop OCD. I've got very ingrained into certain things recently, maybe due to the stress of life at the moment. For example, I close the door downstairs after turning off all the lights but I'll come back and open it to make sure. If I don't I feel like a stressful feeling in my head. I also have developed kind of ticks, where I do a physical thing over and over again.
Relationshipwise everything is going fine on the outside, but despite me loving her and seeing how perfect she is I can't get over the fact she hates drugs and also is incredibly moody at times. This may be a factor in the end of our relationship one day. It doesn't look good, because I can't see us being together forever even though I love her so much.