sometimes i just think of stuff she said and it literally sickens me and makes me wanna die
you can take back what u say but i'm gonna remember it forever, she doesnt know i'm bpd and probably wont ever, she won't know why her words affect me so much
i feel the need to just ignore her sometimes for a bit of revenge but i never bring myself to it. sometimes i feel like going on some dating site like tinder just to make her jealous but even if i were to get revenge i would only feel better temporarily