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by **peaklite** on Tue Sep 01, 2015 12:15 am

and if i'm not her first love what does she feel for me
does she miss whoever she had in the past? obviously it doesn't matter, but still, i think about this stuff

by **peaklite** on Mon Aug 31, 2015 6:22 pm

Felt happy earlier with girl, we had a good time, I really like her a lot

However now I feel more depressed, the swing of emotions trying to make myself feel like I don''t care about her to avoid me ending up hurt leads to me feeling depressed. I'm bored at the moment.
I was wondering if this love will be like my first love? It doesn't feel the same, that also depresses me.

by **peaklite** on Sat Aug 29, 2015 9:46 pm

Kind of beginning to accept girls will find other guys attractive, it still annoys me but I can manage to not be a d1ck about it and try and get revenge.
Everything is going relatively smoothly with this girl, been invited to a party tomorrow which should be fun

by **peaklite** on Thu Aug 27, 2015 3:35 pm

Okay yes my jealousy has returned it definitely was not a 'first girlfriend' thing because I'm feeling the same as I did a year ago... just as much as seeing celebrities the girl says she likes makes me feel jealous

by **peaklite** on Wed Aug 26, 2015 11:25 pm

Had a really nice day with my girl, not going to see her for about 5 days now though. We're going to go out when she's back, and make it official. I think I've shown improvements over the years because I would have got suspicious in the past about 5 days away from each other.

following on from previous

a bit depressed

Feeling better than before actually

It returns

Feel a bit better

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