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by **peaklite** on Mon Jun 16, 2014 8:40 pm

not much going on recently. got worried about gf going on holiday. depersonalistion is happening now, and eternal boredom.

by **peaklite** on Sat May 31, 2014 6:06 pm

haven't updated for a long time, i'm feeling alright recently, better than the start of the year for sure. jealousy came in quite hard a couple of days ago and i triggered for the first time in weeks in public with my gf when she mentioned some hot guy to her friend which I overheard.

by **peaklite** on Sat May 17, 2014 5:06 pm

not much has been going on

jealous feelings come back to me but i don't care as much anymore

by **peaklite** on Sun May 11, 2014 6:05 pm

i don't even give a $#%^ what my family says about me, i'm either too aggressive or too 'antisocial', they get pleasure from putting me down. Sorry but all of you ###$ off, this going to end up looking like a copypasta but I'm tall, attractive, have a girlfriend, an A* student, a competing athlete, I'm better than all of them and they just try and put me down, I don't even care anymore, they can all think what they like

by **peaklite** on Wed Apr 30, 2014 9:17 pm

ever since i've stopped my instinct of going in a mood for days at anything my gf would do, i decided that i'd stop acting moody. by acting moody we argued which further made me upset and worried she didn't care about me... but when i push past the instinct to get mad at her i realise in our day to day conversations she cares about me a lot.

pfft

meh

meh lol

don't even care

fighting instincts

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