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by **peaklite** on Sat Sep 05, 2015 5:49 pm

sometimes i just think of stuff she said and it literally sickens me and makes me wanna die
you can take back what u say but i'm gonna remember it forever, she doesnt know i'm bpd and probably wont ever, she won't know why her words affect me so much
i feel the need to just ignore her sometimes for a bit of revenge but i never bring myself to it. sometimes i feel like going on some dating site like tinder just to make her jealous but even if i were to get revenge i would only feel better temporarily

by **peaklite** on Fri Sep 04, 2015 11:58 pm

missing someone like i never have b4

by **peaklite** on Thu Sep 03, 2015 7:32 pm

i don't even care about what i put in the previous blog post anymore (at least for now)

mood swings of peace

by **peaklite** on Thu Sep 03, 2015 2:53 pm

so i was thinking on what my gf told me before we were together
the thing that she said that first triggered me when i asked why she didnt want sex with her ex boyfriend and she said cos he had a big dick
that is gonna stick with me forever is there any point me continuing this? at the moment i feel both anger and sadness, i know she likes me, but i feel the need for revenge on her, like i need to be a @@@@@@@ to her to make up for the fact she caused these feelings in me, so im ignoring her now and being a dick and i cant help it. its the only thing that makes me feel better.

by **peaklite** on Tue Sep 01, 2015 10:16 pm

i now have a girlfriend. so i can stop referring to her as girl.
i'm feeling very happy right now. i think she does like me a lot.

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mood swings baby

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