I miss the summer holidays before uni. Pure stress free. Nothing to worry about except looking forward to uni and the slight anxiety, but it was even a good anxiety. Smoking weed every day with my friends and going out at night.
Then at university freshers, making new friends. Smoking and getting ###$ up. I miss coming in on the second night of university absolutely wasted, lying in bed watching some #######5 cartoon until I pass out happy with life. I miss the first night I tried mdma and the nights after where I walked around campus at 5am with my new friend on it.
Now I'm sitting here with anxiety about future exams and work, barely turning up to lectures and having no money. Too anxious to go out yet feeling lonely when I choose to stay in.