February 2020
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Girl I'm dating is at a popular festival, naturally I'm incredibly worried about the fact that she might drink and take drugs and cheat on me, but that's unlikely so it's not at the forefront of my mind.
The bit that gets me the most is stupid I know, I understand it's stupid but I can't help myself from feeling such jealousy. (We aren't even official yet, but both of us like each other very much.) The simple thought that she's looking at other guys, thinking they're hot annoys me. She told me she spoke to a guy I know and said he's nice, luckily I managed to not act like a dick about that which is an improvement as in the past and with other girls I would have just gone into a mood and probably ignored her for a while. I know she wants to and will speak to other friends or whatever who are male yet it annoys me. I'm just scared I guess, scared about the fact that because I'm not 100% perfect she's going to be looking for other people.
As far as I'm concerned, unless I am the perfect human... I will always worry about getting cheated on, I will never overcome my jealousy. Because I will always be compared to someone.
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