so i was thinking on what my gf told me before we were together
the thing that she said that first triggered me when i asked why she didnt want sex with her ex boyfriend and she said cos he had a big dick
that is gonna stick with me forever is there any point me continuing this? at the moment i feel both anger and sadness, i know she likes me, but i feel the need for revenge on her, like i need to be a @@@@@@@ to her to make up for the fact she caused these feelings in me, so im ignoring her now and being a dick and i cant help it. its the only thing that makes me feel better.