I come here out of boredom. I spend most of my time writing things to myself since internet interaction doesnt interest me much anymore thanks to #######4 and im all around depressed. Im trying to keep my mind off various OCD things by reading others stories. OCD sucks mod edits.
Thats it. Thanks fer readin.
Im only living to take care of my animals. Im not an abandoner.
Never even heard the word schizoid once. Heard a lot of stuff, but not that. Came as a shock.
I felt like someone who got their candy stolen.

I am so unhappy here. Ive lived in a lot of dumpy hellhole apartments and fought with so many neighbors. There is nothing worse in the world than apartment living. Maybe being homeless...i dont know. I want to cry. It never gets better.
Im going to be stuck here forever in this stinky rotten shithole surrounded by these scumbag trashheaps.
I dont think ive slept in 6 months.