I don't like how I feel like I am not even wanted. in my group when I say something, I get no reply. Hell, two of us are going through the same thing and what do the other's say? "we should do something for [the other guy]." really? the other guy? what about me? do I not matter? do I not exist?

I guess I want to feel special. but that goes to my head, so I guess it is a godsend that I don't feel special.

I don't know what to feel really.

I don't think anybody likes me. I think they think I am nothing but a liar.