recently I've been having instructive thoughts of being gay or bi, I don't have a desire to be with a woman I don't even want to be gay or bi so what's going on with me? I feel like I'm losing my mind. I have an amazing boyfriend, but these thoughts are controlling me and a voice in my head keeps telling me I'm gay or bi and I don't want to be and I don't feel like I am, someone help me please I don't know what to do anymore, it's something that just won't go away, I'm lost I don't know what to do. I've never liked a girl before I've never had a desire to be with a girl, so why is this so hard? Why is it so realistic? I just want to be my normal heterosexual self but I feel like I can't with this in my head, it's really ruining my life. Please help me.