Sometimes it seems I will be alone forever, and not only that, but that I should accept it, to never have a mate or sexual relations again, to live and die inhumanly, a wasted life, and so what then, may die unjust deaths? To die alone without consequence. There is nothing in life that one deserves. Being born isn't an entitlement program to all the benefits of humanity. If I cant understand the opposite sex, then maybe I was born for bachelorhood. Otherwise I would have been born with some understanding, or is the real enemy the natural world? The natural must be cured with drugs and such, artificial limbs, fake hearts, etc...And why not? What is to say that natural is good or artificial bad? There are just as many errors in the natural world as in the one of human invention, and what is to say an invention by man is not natural? Isn't man natural himself?

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I feel you.