Hi all,
Well, it as been a while since I've last wrote on this blog, but I can say, that concerning gambling, everything is going well. Actually i should say " Gambling free", and not just gambling.
I've been extremely consumed by work. I really am spending too much time, in direct or indirect actions related to work, and when I'm home i don't even care to turn on the laptop. Since my biggest problem used to be online gambling, my triggers are much less out in the open, and it lead me to a more safe environment for me.
I've been GF for over 70 days now, and it is amazing, of how far that looks. It was so difficult for me to stop before, that i don't want it back to it again. But at the same time it looks like now it is easy, and gets easier by the day. I'm not going t lie to you. Of course I had some urges, but nothing recent. And although i stopped visiting online casinos, i think that today i would be able to say... no thank you.
So with this being said, i just want you to know that it is possible to get control back of our lives. We just have to actually want it, and fight for it.
Take care