i woke up feeling good today
so i popped some popcorn and brewed some tea
then settled to surf the web.
after devouring my breakfast, i was feeling a little fat.
Ok, a lot fat. i could feel the FAT solidifying in my stomach
then i stumbled upon some pictures of skinny bitches.
i felt sick
i dont have a gap between my thighs
my collar bones arent that well defined
my stomach isnt flat
any good feeling i woke up with is now gone
any beauty i saw in the mirror is now gone
replaced with fat. fat. fat.
thinking about hitting the streets and scoring some adderall
going on a drug binge to take some weight off..