I am back and have been thinking about my journey with sex addiction. I have to the realization I cant be normal and have a normal sex life. I have to rewire myself so I don't act out. I seen the woman I had the sexual relationship with when I was 16 and she 36. I froze up as its been at least 10 years since I seen her. She spoke to me and I return the gesture. I wanted to tell her she affected me for the worst but I left the store after a brief conversation. I told her I am married and she told me I will always be hers. I left the store and she has been on my mind ever since. I will keep busy so I don't deal with the memories. She stays in my old neighborhood by my granny's house and I am reluctant to go by there now.