Hi,
Im a teen.Recently i have been felling really really guilty.Ive been thinking abut suicide all the time.And its because when i was ages 12 to 14 i touched mysister while she was sleeping and masturbated while doing so.I feel so terrible about it and ive confessed to my mom because i did to my mom 3 times.She forgave me.I offered to turn myself into the police or move out.

Im afraid of telling my sister because i know it could ruin her life.And i dont want that because i do care for her.But i know if i dont this guilt is gonna crush me.Im also thinking about turning myself into the police.but theres just so many people i love that i wanna be here at home for.

Im a good person now and i treat my sister and everyone with respect and ive never tried to do anything like i did before.It makes me sick to my stomach.I also let my youngest sister put her tounge on my peanus when she was very young.I dont even know if she was a year old yet but i think she was.I pushed it up against her too.


I hate myself and its hard to live in my skin.

I dont know if i should tell my sister,turn myself into the police,or kill myself.

Please help me.

What do you think i should do??