I totally forgot to mention depression, basically after my Mother died in 2004 I got depressed. Because of depression I wound up seeking help and getting into trouble a bit with a guy and got diagnosed with Bipolar. I then later on recently someone said BPD. anyway yeah Depression sucks.

Recently I actually got SSI. I never knew I"d even be able to get that but I was at a courtroom where the paper I got back from the Judge said in the comments section to either get a job or file for ssi. I"ve been diagnosed with Bipolar 1 mixed episodes and Borderline personality disorder. I think i have ocd and I have had high anxiety at a point and had two panic attacks in my life.

So well I go on this SSI/SSDI forum and like it so much my ocd keeps me constantly on it and well I wanted to find another forum to go on.