If only I could a day without moments of pure uncertainty and peril. I remember the first time I had every lost it in front of someone. I couldn't hold it back any longer. I held it in for years and then I broke down. My body froze and I was violently shaking. I was crying and said, "I don't know what I'm going to do! We need to go to the E.R." And, that was the first time that I new something was wrong with me and I need help.

What? The smart, over-achiever academic nerdy dude who got straight A's. What? The guy that has the hot girlfriend and a happy relationship! What? The guy who had a decent life with a supportive mother and a decent family. What? Oh Yeah! You have Major Depression and Generalized Anxiety Disorder. #######4...