I've been having a really hard time lately. Especially today, someone I know got attacked and people were talking about it. (None of them know what happened to me) it brought back a lot of old memories that I have tried so hard to keep locked up, it's hard! I feel guilty because I know what happens to this lady was wrong and I feel bad for her, but at the sane time I feel like why ate these people talking about it so much when I just get brushed off when I try to mention stuff, or I get laughed at! I guess I'm jelous of this poor woman who almost got raped! What does this mean? Why I'm a being like this? When ever it's mentioned I just want to scream at everyone to shut up!