Just thought I'd write a little before I go to sleep.

I'm such a mix of emotions, I go from happy to really angry to crying in such short periods of time. It's driving me mad! One thing that upset me today was my mum and sister telling me that I'm really weird and that I need to get over myself! Obviously they can see that a I'm not quite right but they just laugh at me, probably because they are so ignorant about these kind of things and because I try my best to not let anyone know what's going on in my head. It came about today because I hate being touched. I know it is rather strange, anyways my sister kept touching my back and I got a bit anoyed/angry/upset. It's funny cause my close friends always say I'm weird to like because I can not stand odd numbers. And I like things to be a certain way or because I don't want to go swimming (there is no way on this earth I will go out in public in a swimmig costume) they get so angry with me.

Maybe I am just a weird, maybe I should just accept that and not care what people think. Easier said than done.

Night night x