I'm feeling a bit better today as apose to yesterday. I had a bit of a meltdown! Although I still feel that if I was standing at the edge of a cliff I would jump! I was in the car today, a 3hour round trip & the whole time I was constantly thinking about all my flaws and how unhappy I am! I used to think it was normal but I now know it's not. I see happy people all the time and I want to be happy!
So I have decided I am going to speak to my doctor. I'm very nervous about it, but I've got to do it.
I realise that every time I'm On here I never say anything posative, I'm always moaning!
So I have set myself a goal: by the end of the month I want to be writing posative things here! Wish me luck

Katrina x