I've been thinking a lot today about how no one actually really knows me! I'm so different with everyone, like on here I'm generally boring, miserable and moaning. Then with my friends I try to always be fun, outgoing and happy. Then with family I'm either pissed off, angry or just ok. Theres not one person who knows every side of me, people are close but I'd never let them know about comming on here ect.

I often find I pretend to be someone I'm not, like I don't lie or anything I just act differently so that I fit in. I'm so scared of rejection that I don't want to be myself incase no one likes me. I'm most honest on here only because no one here really knows me and the chances of me meeting anyone from here is extremely slim!

Also today I've been thinking about less fortunate people than myself, it it makes me so mad! I can't bear the thought of a child being hurt, or a family on the streets, or the amount of people dying due to poverty. And what annoys me the most is that there's not really anything I can do to help! Another thing is cruelty to animals, I can't stand that either, why is there so many cruel people in the world?

Katrina x