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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() What's wrong with me.I've been having a really hard time lately. Especially today, someone I know got attacked and people were talking about it. (None of them know what happened to me) it brought back a lot of old memories that I have tried so hard to keep locked up, it's hard! I feel guilty because I know what happens to this lady was wrong and I feel bad for her, but at the sane time I feel like why ate these people talking about it so much when I just get brushed off when I try to mention stuff, or I get laughed at! I guess I'm jelous of this poor woman who almost got raped! What does this mean? Why I'm a being like this? When ever it's mentioned I just want to scream at everyone to shut up!
0 Comments Viewed 40821 times .So I've just had a huge argument with my dad! I love him so much but I didn't agree with what he was saying! He was being really mean to my mum(who I also love so much) so I defended my mum! My dad was right in my face and was shouting at me, which has never happened before! E was telling me I know where the door is etc, I dont know what to do I said sorry! Maybe shouldn't have gotten involved but i can't bear it when people say horrible things to others! Now I'm really worried things are going to be weird between my dad and I because of what I said!
Why is life so hard? Why to we get hurt so much? 0 Comments Viewed 39711 times .I'm hurting a lot right now! I've had a really awful night and right now I'm slightly drunk and I feel very fat and ugly! I gues being drunk makes it easier to cut, you never second guess yourself. I don't know how I'm going to make it through. I'm so alone and I can't bear it any more! Why is life o hard?
0 Comments Viewed 39670 times ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() If life were a cheesy chick flick.I've just watched easy A, it was an ok film I enjoyed it. It's so annoying how films are so unlike from real life! If only my life were a cheesy chick flick, then I'd get a happy ending.
People are annoying me lately, I keep getting asked if I have a boyfriend yet, and I don't understand why they ask. Isn't it obvious,no one wants to date me! It's driving me crazy! Another thing is one of my lecturers keeps telling me I'm to hard on myself, anyone know what she means by this? Then she was telling me to have more faith in myself, and asked how long ve been this way. Then she was like why do you think this is! It was awful! Katrina x 0 Comments Viewed 40745 times .I seem to be going down hill again! Today I was on a really busy train and it was awful! I now have cuts on my palms where I dug my finger nails into them, I do this a lot wun I'm in a situation I find difficult. It helps.
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