I'm a mid forties male managing my midlife crisis.

I'm currently coming to terms with who I am and how it's shaped my life. And of course the dilemma of where I want to go from here.

I've suffered with anxiety all my life. I've gone through periods of OCD type behavior, addiction, depression, GAD type feelings. Most recently I've become preoccupied with the idea I'm a narcissists. It does seem to fit so much of my anxiety related issues over the years. And most recently the relationship problems I've been having with my family and my work/peers.