Relationship material, boyfriend material, husband material for women; This is the new direction now; concerning all things women…
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So; The past has simply indicated; after all this work. I was in my adolescence stages and before stuck. To immature for any kind of relationship or boyfriend-ship for a girl( women) at the time…
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Ive worked through several different kinds of situations from the past. 2 areas continue to pop up.
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1. Im way to immature to be outside in the real world.
2. Im not following Gods pathway concerning new people and places and things… I never followed the right path having God help me to stay on the path and work things out on the pathway so I could stay at the same high frequency level.
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3. I am working with others on this every week… And I talk about it and work through things all day long at 12 step meetings. I right about all of this in success form at. Meaning so I can become the person I need to become in the real world to attract or be at the same frequency so I can attract what Om looking for.
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Im my imagination I want something bad enough to do spiritual work to get it… and I know what I want…
I want this Relationship marriage stuff; being a Boyfriend stuff; figured out and fixed… And thats whats happening.
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Cleaning up whats on my side of the street first;
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So; after much toil and work and laboring with others concerning these subjects; With a completeness of working through the past enough under Gods care; I move directly onto my knees for the beginning;
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Im truly at the beginning.
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THE BEGINNING;
Im at the beginning; the very beginning of working with God to become Relationship able; Boyfriend-ship to a women; Able. Marriage material for a women that God has chosen; able.
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The can be ruff Risky times for Marriage in this country; However; Life is risky business. That statement alone is not enough; but understanding how to work with God and success based thinking with much people support is. And thats what im doing.
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My goals are but torturous and brutal to my psyche and ego… However; that makes no difference; Ill do what I have to do…
Im working with God.
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Next point of importance Ive already mentioned…
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I MUST WORK DOWN A GOD PATHWAY: INLINE WITH GOD; DO NOT GET OFF THE TRIAL!
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I stay with God; get into a God vortex. And stay there… I don’t leave; I work with God there… and I stay there… I work with God…
I stay with God getting closer to God and I tell God my desires; and I work with God under Gods sovereign state in Gods safety. In Gods realm slowly growing. I work with God until God attracts what I want; attracts it to me; it is filtered through God and then comes to me; God is in power and control and I am in safety… I am safe…
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Im working under God. God is teaching me; helping me to become what I must to work with God with those things God wants me to receive.. I have to become that person; “that new person” so I can receive those things…
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SO IT BEGINS>..
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IF I work for it under God; It will always materialize…
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And thats allot of work.
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And it seems everything I want requires the character to work many hours for what I want… it takes work…