Why do people keep making fun of the "WHATS IN THE BOOOOX?!" part of Se7en? Its not funny, it never was. Its creepy. Your mocking decapitation, and as horny as that makes TK, the rest of us are kinda sickened by it.

That was a really horrible moment in the film. His pregnant wife was slaughtered and decapitated. Making fun of it kinda extends the horror by a decade and a half. Horror. Not comedy. OK? Its not funny. It never was. Having a photo of Brad Pitt pointing a gun at Kevin Spacey, teeth gritted and scared, its not funny, and adding "WHATS IN THE BOX?!!" below it doesn't make it funnier for us.

The whole point of the movie was to show how stupid and broken society is, and how the 7 deadly sins are committed on a daily basis without these stupid people knowing it, BECAUSE they're ######6 stupid. Surely a smart society wouldn't laugh at someones death?

Y'know. Except for Republicans. ######6 GOP debates. That is all, tomorrow another GIF will be presented and Nic will show you around the TV studio he does directing gigs for (on occasion).
-C.Nic

I am so sick of people saying "You know what I'm saying". Or "Y'know". Or anything related to "You know what I'm saying" or "Y'know".

Also, why can't I color code in the ######6 blogs?! This is C. Nic here, and I really hate referring to myself in the third person, when you all know its ######6 me.

Y'know?.... grrr....

I just taught TK how to tell time. That is all.

My brother joined the army and set off about a year ago, and only visited during Christmas. I rarely talk to him now, and I am starting to miss him. But not because I love him or whatever, frankly, if we wanna talk about abusers, he was #4 or 7 on the list. Its just that he's not in his room, which has been across from me for well over 18+ years of my life.

No, the real reason for my emotional state is its slowly hitting me that soon I will have to move out. And being an employee of my mother, essentially earning $100 a month max, I'm not sure how I'm going to make it in this world when my mom finally kicks me out.

She says I'll live with her until I'm out of College. Then I'm on my own. So, at max, 7 years for a doctorate. Realistically, I have about 3 years. I know a lot can happen in between now and then, but for right now, I feel really useless. Like "I wanna kill myself" useless. I have no plans to do so, but I can't seem to find a job anywhere.

The Idaho Statesmen has a report last week that 52% or 58% of students were unemployed, while pre-recession, that number was something like 32%. So its not just me. But I, for some reason, always aspired to be better than other kids, right? And now I'm stuck in the majority. And it sucks in here, there's not enough room and get your balls un-stuck from your legs.

Someday, I hope I'm going to make it big time. Or at least get a job in the field that I'm trained in. But, for right now, its scary, and I don't know what to do. My dad says focus on work. But my alters are saying either find work or make a job/company. I'm trying to do both, but all that is fogged by the thought of having to move out in a few years. My mom's friend, Terry, lived with her mother until she died. Terry is now 63 and has been on her own since she her mom died. I don't know. My mom isn't that kind of a person, she'd want me out. And, to be honest, I kinda want to as well. But I'm not ready yet. I'm just not ready.

So, for those living on your own, please, help me out. How did you deal with moving out, being on your own, having your own place, bills, work, etc? The thought scares the crap out of me. How did you deal with it?

Thank you.

I am waiting for the day that everyone becomes honest. I used to be a big liar, I lied about everything. I would lie about if an actor was in this movie or that one, about if my mom was home, how JFK died. Hell, the reason I stopped lying was because on June 25, 2009, I realized it had been a whole 2-3 years since I heard anything about ol' Wacko Jacko. So I ran to my brother outside saying he had died of a heart attack. 3 hours later, I go to say goodnight to my mother, and on NBC is a special report: MJ had died.

Its not that I was touched by his death (Bad choice of words?), but ###$ was that a weird coincidence. I've had lots of those happen to me, and I just play it off as if it was nothing, but in my head, I'm going "HOLY ###$! I DID IT AGAIN!!!", like I'm a psychic or something. Still, I had decided not to lie for quite some time, it was just how this, along with Billy Mays and Farrah Fawcett's deaths happening practically on the same day; that was just weird. But the reason I swore off lying was because the news droned on about MJ's death for 2 months. His funeral was hit by 1 billion watchers online, on TV and some hobo's outside the Staples Center. It felt like God was rubbing it in my face. "You lied and he died! You lied and he died!".

So, since I've sworn off lying, I've become truthful and honest about everything. Hell, that's how I got my first girlfriend; she liked how I was honest. If an outfit made her look fat, I told her "Yeah, try something else". Then it turned out she was cheating on someone else with me, putting Zack and I in a major AIDS scare (Detailed here: http://www.psychforums.com/dissociative-identity/topic63241.html), and overall crushed C... what a jerk move on her part.

Honesty before the fact could have sparred us. "I'm with someone else". "Why? Am I not good enough for you?". "No, trust me, your EXCELLENT, its just that I hate monogamy, that's all!" She told me her ex was still ######6 her, then THIS was her reason why.

I would have understood "I still have feelings for him". But she clearly did not! In fact, 2 weeks after saying "I'm not having sex with you anymore. Sorry" by text (C. insists I keep it on my cell), she broke up with her ex and started dating/screwing the roommate. Girls, you wonder where all the good guys are? You left us in the friend zone.

Lack of Honestly extends beyond myself, obviously. There is tons of material given to us everyday from Fox News. They don't lie about everything; in fact most of what they do is actually (surprisingly enough) Fair and Balanced news. They report on stories that frighten us, sure, or just general #######4, but 15/24 hours are spent on news. Or adverts for Cash4Gold or Cialis or that "Help, I've fallen and I can't get up!" deal. The rest of the time is spent on the $#%^ Jon Stewart and Bill Maher like to poke fun at. Fox and Friends, The O'Reilly Factor, Hannity, etc. These super-right wing shows that frankly tell more lies per second than Casey Anthony at a Shrek themed Pool Party. (Y'know, cause Shrek lives in a swamp... never mind.) And yet, DESPITE the fact that a good chunk of their time is actually news, most people haven't seen Fox on a daily basis. I have to, whenever I visit my Grandmama. That's literally all she watches, and because there's nothing else to do at her house, its watch that.

But honest shouldn't stop there. TLC has a show called Toddlers and Tiaras. They garnered major controversy lately by dressing a 3 year old as a hooker. Now, first off, I've worked in TV production officially for 2 years, unofficially for about 7-8. Yes, I've been doing this $#%^ since I was 11. There's a girl dressed like a hooker, were focused on that right now. Heres the link:
http://www.eonline.com/news/did_toddlers_tiaras_finally_go_too_far/262300

Now, as someone who's studied television production my whole life, I can tell you that the crew had...

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