Hello,

I don't know if anyone reads these blogs, but I'll never know for sure if I don't try, right? Well, today and yesterday have been hard. Yesterday was simply chaotic everyone running around, screaming around, just not fun. I'm tired, really tired. I mostly ask myself "why? why do I even bother living with DID?"

I might not be the core or the host, but my suicidal thoughts have been hard for everyone to live with. But I could never do it, I got scared of the feeling that I'd kill the little ones to, I got the feeling that if I would commit suicide, I'd kill the kids too.

That's it for now, I'm too tired at the moment

Demi

Happy Birthday, Demi!

Lots of people read the blogs, but they hardly ever comment. Which is a shame.

Thank you

Demi